I am writing this post dedicated someone very Special in my life.

 

I know you probably wont be reading this, or probably nobody would be reading this, which is just as well.

 

You came into my life slightly more than a year ago and sweep me off my feet. You made me feel special.

 

You taught me to be positive, crush my negative thoughts and to turn a negative situation to a positive one.

 

You gave me courage and support. Without you, I would never pluck up the courage to learn to drive again. You believe in me, despite the many mistakes I made and the many flaws I have. You were patient with my temper and put with up my excessively kan cheong nature. You gave me the confidence, to do things I never thought i would have done.

 

you decided to make a switch in your career. I m very happy for you for you will certainly be happier. I know it is what you want and that's what keeps you going. though I m sacarstic on purpose. But deep down, there is a lesson for me to learn. I have to learn to be independant. I have to change. You have certainly made my working life very pleasant, which I cannot take for granted, as I cannot be by your side all the time. Like in the book "who moved my cheese", I could have anticipate the change and prepared myself for it. I need to be like Sniff, I cannot get too comfortable with what I have now and need to constantly look out. And I need to be like Haw, to change with changing situation.

 

I am very thankful to have met you. Thank you for believing in me and listening to me and for giving me so many wonderful memories in the past one yr.

 

love,

your little one.

 

 

 

 

 

It's 4 am in the morning and yet i m not sleepy. I had a wonderful night, robbing my dear from his sleep at 11 pm for supper. i enjoyed chatting with my dear, talking abt our future. I feel happy for the ways things are today, and i have not looked back ever since 1st Jan 2008, on which i have made a life changing decision, which after so long, i finally declare openly, that i have no regrets. I feel at ease now. A little lighter...

 

Attended my colleague's wedding dinner esterday evening. Weddings always warm my heart, to see happy couples tying the knot and sharing their joy with everyone. Somehow I wondered how would mine gonna be....I dont think i ll have the nerve to go through smthg so large scale, having all eyes on me, and i cant entertain such large group of people. So I guess it will be a really simple and private affair. Anyway, it is not anytime soon, so i shall not clutter my brain with such thoughts.

 

Just back from HK, have not really started work due to my tummyache. And i need to take leave this fri, cos i am going to make an important decision in life too. Just that i dunno how m i gg to ask for leave just after taking mc on sat.