i feel lonely. it's been a long time since i felt this way. all along i thot i really needed some time for myself. But no, i dont. i wanna share it with u. perharps i didnt cherish enough. perharps i was such a piggie on sun. perhaps i shld hv rem i was meeting michie on sun. perhaps i didnt cherish the times u picked mi up after work. perhaps i was quick to blame you. perhaps.perhaps.

I dont feel reassured that things will be better as the semester goes into full swing. I yearn for a little attention, a little more affection.

 

old frens are ind gold. Feels so nice catching up a little with them, makes mi feel that i indeed shared a past with some nice frens, and i did made a difference. 

 

Attended farah's engagement on the 12 Aug, just before i zoomed off to work as i was working night shift. But it was so sweet seeing close friends getting married or engaged. Like their love is in the air, and the feeling is so contagious. So happie for them. :o) and amazingly farah's parents still remembers me and where i stay! amazing. and her younger sis looks just like the way she was when we were in pri skool. Just in the blink of an eye, she is going to enter into real adulthood, entering a new phase of life. It just feels like she has suddenly grown up. when will my turn be? Haha.

 

Had the cheese fondue pizza with merina, piggy and qihui and we r such big cheese lovers that we actually have to thick-skinned ask if can refill the fondue. Haha. in the end too full, then muz dabao. too bad the cheese cannot da bao. Had a great time talking and talking until gotta ask the waitress for iced water cos talk till v.thirsty. Then me and merina cannot stop talking even till i walked her all the way back to the simei bridge, we were still talking, like a waterfall! haha. Miss you guys alot! And thanks for the cute neo print camera which will take some time to figure out how to use cos the instructions all in jap. haha.but it is really really cute! Once i figured out how to use i m going to bring it for every outing with frens and stuff. :o)

 

Met up with chunwei and yvon and had a great time shopping at little india, esp playing with all the interesting jewellery, which we wanted to get for tina. i think i m pretty attracted to indian culture, not just cos of dips, but also cos i love the food and the elaborate details.  If not for my workplace, i would love to have a henna painting too. haha.nvm, mb next time draw in some unseen location just for fun. Hee

 

Watched license to wed with dunstan, edel and mavis while amit was doing his license to sleep. Got the movie pass from signing up for the citibank account at the roadshow in the tech cafeteria, where we inter-recommend 2 frens to get a free movie pass. Yippie. Nice comedy. Esp the bluey shit coming out from the robot baby, which kinda reminds mi of some bubblegum flavoured mr softee. Hee

 

I dont want to get back to work! esp my 360 boss whose line of sight is 360 deg.

 

 

I think this has been the happiest birthday i have ever had so far all my life. esp when i have been feeling down for the past few days due to a series of suay events, but frens really really made my day.

 

I have been working night shift for the past 3 days and i m so touched i to receive morning calls at 6pm to wake mi up considering i m such a pig, and all the jiayou msges i received to encourage mi to tahan thro the night. And seeing familiar faces in the morning can just make all that 12 hrs seem nothing. I feel so loved!

 

A big thanks to....

 

farah and ryhan,my dear frens since pri skool, thanks for celebrating my birthday, though we meet once in a real blue moon, each time we do, it is really a different phase of our lives, so there is always juicy bits of our lives to dig out each time to share.

 

edelene, mavis, amit, dunstan and daniel for decorating my table with my fav stuff and esp the EEYORE so i dont have to keep stealing the one in edelene's car and dunstan for cmg down all the way to paya lebar for dinner despite the injured foot from kicking the wrong thing?

 

and of course baby dips for celebrating my birthday for the 1st time together on the actual day. And bringing me out for a cheesy dinner, even volunteering to order your most ?disgusted? yoghurt. We shall save that on your birthday. Today also marks the exact 2 yrs since we have known each other. 2 yrs on, i m still so in love.

 

And i m still so high with happinesses, in plural.

 

Thanks everyone.