Loads of little thoughts running through my mind. It's been 6 mths since i started working, and the next 6mths are going to be like 6 times tougher than the past 6. Was really honeymoon man....sigh. So shld i....shld i not? i dont really have an answer. partly cos i m so indecisive. Right down to even day to day decisions. Esp with intangible stuff.....matters of the heart. things that have no scientific or mathematical evidence to help mi make indecisions.....and i can be really inpractical, illogical at times.

 

well, today went pretty fine.  Had a nice company dinner and reached home earlier than usual. haha..finally for once i reached home, the house is not dark. come to think of it..it's been a real long time since i last reached home before everyone's asleep. Hotel Mama. Doesnt sound good. But i m really sqooshed for time man. and i m really getting old, prematurely. Was talking to an older colleague today who says he feels more settled as he grows older and that at my age he was like super can stay out and play till late that kind. I think i m prematurely aging already. I dun wanna stay out late anymore, realizing the next day i have no strength to wake up and conc. And my stamina really sux. After a while i m tired. If i hvt got like 6 hrs sleep, i end up zombieing next day. I think i m contented to just laze ard on sundays with my baby. I think m getting more homely, except it is not to my home. haha..Is it time i settle down?

 

Haha..that is certainly not a decison i wanna make now...on top on pending decisions and a pretty urgent one too that i gotta make.

 

Confused. yes. very. who can help?

I feel lighter, though i wasnt carrying any burden. I m happy with the ending. I hope it is a best way things could be. :o)

Had sundae @swensons with Merina on a nice warm sunny sunday! It felt not as nice as it used to be. The packaging also not so nice already.  My ice-cream taste is pretty much the same as Merina's, we love Gelato and Ben and Jerry's...no 1 ice cream place, followed by Yogurty ice-cream at Andersens. My 2nd ice cream in 2 days, or perharps in one day, cos was having supper with amit at mac after my last day of work. Happie. Wat's mac without mcflurry! Think: melted and flowy cookies and cream.

 

Went shopping with merina at tampines. she bought a long jacket kind of thing which looks quite unique and nice cos she is gg to hk and shanghai soon. Which reminds mi of if my goodie frens who are intending to hop to IMFS, and if they do, they are gg to be away for mths too. sigh. Me didnt bought anything though i tried on a really cute hot pink blouse with pretty ribbonish pockets at the hips which made it look a lil funnie. else i think i would have bought it! i love cute stuff...

 

stole some time to spend with baby at sengkang in the evening. He's bz too and has 3 tests: CAs and an oral exam which i cannot help and will not elaborate further.;o) cant wait to see u again tmr to get my pendant fixed at vivo. The little gem dropped off without mi realising. Dont think i ll ever find it back. Hope to get it replaced but the feeling wont be the same anymore. Been with me almost everyday for the past 2 yrs and so full of sendimental value.

 

Had BBQ at edelene's place which was really fun, so rare to get everyone gathered having pple to come directly after work. The guys did most of the grilling and we did most of the eating! I love grilled marshmellows. Played zhong ji mi ma and i always kena one but not as sway as poor daniel. Wonder how he's gg to go to work tmr as dunno how many shots of Tequilla and turned into red bull! had a great time and special thanks to edelene for organising and sadly i cant meet rum n raisin. Love furry creatures.

 

Off to bedz...love sunday.